Some problems

First of all there is the problem of EVERYONE (Well not everyone) criticizing me. Layken and Lauren criticize me about how i dress. Mom and Jacq about how I don't socialize with my own age enough or how I like to be alone in my room almost all day. Yeah I'm not a social butterfly, but I just like thinking other than talking. Oh and I love how they just always know how I feel, NOT! Agh it's true any doctor would say my habits are unhealthy. But people say to be myself, ha ha how I'm I supposed to be myself if they want me to change. The 4 criticizers never keep their opinions to themselves. They always tell me how i should change, what i should do instead. And then the constant don't listen to them listen to me. Again any doctor would say this is NORMAL for a teen. How is it normal? Agh, if I talked to a shrink they would say it's from losing Pappy(I still miss him) but while Pap was still alive I had these problems. I like myself the way I am whether anyone else does or not. I am staying the way I am.